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Our society is based on lying. It was built by liars. You have to be a liar to thrive in it.
I always hit that wall. I’m too honest. Take my writing, for example. I have done nothing but speak brutally, honestly about my life, my thoughts, my feelings.
There have been disastrous consequences.
I lost my job. My whole family is angry with me. I get a lot of hate emails. People call me vicious names. People have wished painful death on me.
It’s hard to avoid an unpleasant conclusion. I have to be a liar. I have to hide who I am. When I don’t, the world rejects me. Some threaten to destroy me just for being honest.
It’s so fucking sad.
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